Nobody Says A Word As It Rips Us Apart

7:23PM - for a friend in need...

just part of the song....but the part i think has the most substance right now...

Bright Eyes - Bowl of Oranges

So that's how I learned the lesson
That everyone's alone
And your eyes must do some raining
If you're ever gonna grow
And when crying don't help
You can't compose yourself
It's best to compose a poem
An honest verse of longing
Or a simple song of hope

That's why I'm singing baby don't worry
'Cause now I got your back
And every time you feel like crying
I'm gonna try and make you laugh
And if I can't
If it just hurts too bad
Then we'll wait for it to pass
And I will keep you company for those days so long and black

And we'll keep working on the problem
We know we'll never solve
Of love's uneven remainders
Our lives are fractions of a whole
But if the world could remain within a frame
Like a painting on a wall
Then I think we'd see the beauty then
We'd stand staring in awe

At our still lives posed
Like a bowl of oranges
Like a story told
By the fault-lines and the soil

4:17AM

i am in love.



go to sleep.

1:45AM - my turn

I have never:
(_) BEEN DRUNK
(_) SMOKED POT
(_) KISSED A MEMBER OF THE OPPOSITE SEX
(_) KISSED A MEMBER OF THE SAME SEX
(x) CRASHED A FRIEND'S CAR
(x) BEEN TO JAPAN
(x) RODE IN A TAXI
(x) HAD ANAL SEX
(_) BEEN IN LOVE
(_) HAD SEX
(_) HAD SEX IN PUBLIC
(_) BEEN DUMPED
(_) SHOPLIFTED
(_) BEEN FIRED
(x) BEEN IN A FIST FIGHT
(x) HAD A THREESOME
(_) SNEAKED OUT OF MY PARENT'S HOUSE
(x) BEEN TIED UP (SEXUALLY)
(x) BEEN CAUGHT MASTURBATING
(_) PISSED ON MYSELF (AS A BABY WE ALL DID)
(x) HAD SEX WITH A MEMBER OF THE SAME SEX
(x) BEEN ARRESTED
(_) MADE OUT WITH A STRANGER
(_) STOLE SOMETHING FROM MY JOB
(x) CELEBRATED NEW YEARS IN TIME SQUARE
(x) GONE ON A BLIND DATE
(x) HAD A CRUSH ON A TEACHER
(x) CELEBRATED MARDI-GRAS IN NEW ORLEANS
(x) BEEN TO EUROPE
(_) SKIPPED SCHOOL
(x) SLEPT WITH A CO-WORKER
(XXX) CUT MYSELF ON PURPOSE
(x) HAD SEX AT THE OFFICE
(x) BEEN MARRIED
(x) BEEN DIVORCED
(_) HAD SEX WITH MORE THAN ONE PERSON WITHIN THE SAME WEEK
(x) POSED NUDE
(x) GOT SOMEONE DRUNK JUST TO HAVE SEX WITH THEM
(xxx) CHEATED ON MY SIGNIFICANT OTHER
(x) HAD SEX WITH MY BOSS
(x) DATED MY ROOMMATE
(x) BEEN FISTED AND/OR HAVE NEVER FISTED ANYONE
(x) THROWN UP IN A BAR
(_) SLEPT WITH AN EX
(x...yet) KILLED A PERSON
(_) HAD A GIRLFRIEND/BOYFRIEND

4:31PM

i dont understand my life...

somedays i love it and dont want it to end...

others i hate it and wish it would stop...


at the moment i cant tell what side im on...

12:31PM

my cell phone died....it is gone

after all the beatings it got i found its one weakness...water

it truly was a robot phone.

so...everyone must give me their numbers so when i get a new one i will have them cause i cant remember any

gracias

ps. ppppppprrrrrrrr

9:57PM - by the way...

Your Seduction Stye: "Au Natural"

You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it


That's because you're a natural at seduction. You don't realize your power!


The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism




You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world


Little do you know that your personal paradise is so appealing that it sucks people in


You find joy in everything - so is it any surprise that people find joy in you?




You bring back the inner child in everyone you meet with your sincere and spontaneous ways


Your childlike (but not childish) behavior also inspires others to care for you


As a result, those who you befriend and date tend to be incredibly loyal to you.



What Kind of Seducer Are You?

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9:55PM

life recently hans been a giant middle finger just for me....right in my face.

me - "hey life hows it going?"

life - "fuck you"

see...i didnt make that up...

well at least i got 3 things to look to for better days...

1:04PM - This made my day...

Heart of Gold


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2:32AM - BORED AGAIN

once again i am bored so i will sleep...goodnight cruel world

11:35PM - S.O.S.

Someone Please help me!

11:31PM - PANCAKES!....friday!

mmmmm mmmmmmmm bitch!

11:06PM

just finished watching the chapelle show...yea that right bitches. i watch the episodes when they come out...you fucking re-run whores!

and just as a reminder...you can never have sex with an angel...they have no genitailia

 seee?

6:49PM

17 days

still waiting

6:45PM

you know what show i miss...the andy dick show...that was some funny shit

5:58PM - once again i am bored...so why not...

1) using band names, spell out your name
A fire inside
Death by stereo
At the gates
Most precious blood

Seat belts
Mars volta
In control
Throwdown
Hatebreed

2) have you ever had a song written about you? yea fuckin right...ha!

3) what song makes you cry? Coldplay - The Scientist

4) what song makes you happy? Bright Eyes - Bowl of Oranges

5) what do you like to listen to before bed? whatever is in my cd player

a p p e a r a n c e
height: 6'0 - dont know
hair color: brown...but tends to change with ammount of money
skin color: tan
eye color: brown
piercings: my ear...like hair color will change with ammount of money.
tattoos: none yet

r i g h t n o w
what color pants are you wearing?: Dark Blue
what taste is in your mouth?: ummm...spit?
what's the weather like?: Cloudy and stuff
how are you?: bored...very fucking bored
get motion sickness?: only when i read in a car...but if you know me well when do i ever read?
have a bad habit?: Spitting? does that count


f a v o r i t e s
tv show: The Chapelle Show. not like all those other bitches who are just now getting into it...ive been all about that shit from day 1 mutha fucka!
conditioner: Conditi-wha?
book: ummm...yea.
non alcoholic drink: Diet Pepsi
alcoholic drink: Captain Mooorrgan!

h a v e y o u
broken the law: Yes but never been caught.
ran away from home: Yeah.
snuck out of the house: No real need to.

ever gone skinny dipping: As much as I can.
ever tipped over a porta potty: Nooooo? *innocent face*
used your parents' credit card before: Nope
skipped school before: A bit...i wasnt that crazy
fell asleep in the shower time/bath: Hell yes...its my favorite

l o v e
girl/boyfriend: The BEST! EVER!
children: None that can be proven are mine
current crush: My Princess
been in love: of course
had a hard time getting over someone: unfortunately
been hurt: i think...i tend to forget about the shitty times in my life
your greatest regret: None. Dont believe in them
gone out with someone you only knew for three days: Nope.

r a n d o m
do you have a job: No but looking...i keep getting the shaft.
your cd player has in it right now: Bleeding Through - This is love, this is murderous(car); Yeah Yeah Yeahs - Fever to tell(room)
if you were a crayon what color would you be?: Black
what makes you happy: Happy People, Nice People
who makes you happiest: Waking up and being able to see the prettiest girl ever first thing in the morning(its been too long) 
what's the next cd you're gonna get?: Have no clue. i will figure that out once i can get some fuckin money!

w h e n / w h a t w a s t h e l a s t
time you cried: Happens too often to keep track.
you got a real letter?: Earlier this week. cutest thing EVER!
you got e-mail: forever and a day.

thing you purchased: dinner at dennys
tv program you watched: conan o'brian
movie you saw in the theater: The Lord of The Rings - Return of The King. second time seeing it. fuckin goood!

y o u r t h o u g h t s o n
abortion: Pro-Choice mutha fuckas!
teenage smoking: I already said im pro-choice bitch! its your body you decide what you want.
spice girls: Posh, Ginger, and Baby...mmmmm. What i wouldnt give...
dreams: Dont have any...probably better that way.

10:10AM - this is me being bored...LET THE GAMES BEGIN!

Walking the streets of daily city you can see some strange shit.  By the old bowling alley where they had the bowling for soup competitions the police were yelling at the bloodhound gang to give up the ghost. I quickly turned away because it looked like it had a fire inside. Then at the zoo right by the aquabats cage 88 fingers louie was yelling some propaghandi while standing on a lagwagon. Some man who seemed really upset by all of this (he seemed to me like an outkast...but really had no use for a name) started yelling obscenities and was later carried away by the goober patrol.  I started playing pinball but that didnt last long thanks to a tilt. I was feeling really strung out so i went to city hall. Everywhere i went there was some kind of hostility. Appearantly the new mayor was a robot (i think his name was Sparta or something) but the lunachicks were storming the place about to rage against the machine. I said fuck all this and went to the carnival. I was at the gates when i realized i was one dollar short so i could only get a yellowcard which meant i couldnt ride the brand new, whipersnapper. But i felt better because when i got there it had a notice on it explaining how some show off tried to jump over it. I turn around and some glasshead runs into me and starts getting all pissy about shit. Ive had enough by this point so i was ready to throwdown. We fought for a while, i was in control throughout most of it, and there was about 3 inches of blood when the fucker stabbed me with a poison dagger. Next thing i know im in the hospital, and as i lay dying, doc hopper gave me a placebo for my nerve agent infection and some pain killers. I asked "was the damage done" but he didnt answer. A priest walked in and started telling me about the led zepplin that takes you to heaven and the walls of jericho and all that religious stuff. He then starts doing magic tricks, yells "A-HA!" then turns on abc where there is supposed to be a cameo by someone, who, i dont know. Instead all it was talking about was some misfits who beat up the new kids on the block, molested the petshop boys and stole a reel big fish. Then i realized that nothing the doctor gave me was really helping, and thought to myself "Everytime i die there is some crazy fucker sitting next to me in a silverchair eating korn, someone outside in a bush, the bird lady counting crows and..." I stopped because my favorite show was about to come on...canned travolta with special guest the cowboy from the village people. Then i died.

end.

12:31PM

♥Adam and ♥Mikah

Plan to conceive 2.4 malevolent kids. Enjoy it when they arm-wrestle, it would seem. Couldn't be happier.

Orchestrated by ianiceboy

3:13AM

chaque seconde où je passe avec vous fait mon coeur se développer plus grand que j'ai jamais imaginé. mon coeur est dans des vos mains, soit doux. <3